My Impulses are't Controlled, They're Free Range

So I'm finally off the meds that were evil for me. It was absolutely the meds because after a week, I'm realizing I do very much just have general anxiety, but its not that bad on average. We've got a new one prescribed, a stimulating antidepressant apparently, so we'll see how that goes. I love playing drug roulette!!!!!

    Asides from that, what was supposed to be a week long stay in my hometown has turned into me being here for almost 2 months. And I think I'm going a little bit stir crazy. I have good reason to stay at home for the time being, money being the big one, my closest friends being here a strong second, but oh man. I'm going a little insane I fear. 

    I was home alone this morning so I did what any reasonable person would do walk walked the 30 minute walk to the nearest shoppers to get bleach and hair dye. I also ended up with the sequel to a book I bought at shoppers years ago that was amazing (Hench by Natalie Zina Walschots) because I didn't realize a sequel had been released. I'm pretty sure that was the same shoppers I got the first book from too. Funny how that works out. And also headbands that I may or may not have technically stolen. I mean its not the worst thing I've stolen from a shoppers, and these didn't even have proper tags on them so I don't really feel that bad about it. 

    But! Hair dye. To no ones surprise, I'm planning on dying my hair in a way that will further my best friends Pete Wentz kinnie allegations (If those words meant nothing to you, I'm so glad). I'm trying to recreate this look more or less. 

This is the best photo I could find. None of the top of his head unfortunately

How successful I'll be? No clue. I think the look itself is kind of half cut, half dye. I'm pretty sure my layers are severe enough to recreate it, and if not well. I'm about due for a trim. Not entirely sure how much I want to do the top layer but it is really cool. I'm also gonna try my hand at a raccoon stripe on one of my side pieces because I'll probably have enough bleach for it. Should probably find like tape or something for it though. 

    Will my mother be happy with this? Its unfortunate that I am asking myself this question, but jury's out on that one. Shes not much for dramatic changes, and doesn't quite enjoy bold colors and drastic styles like I do. The real question is do I tell her before I do it? No clue. Honestly I'd rather be at the jolly house doing this with friends but hey. Impulse will find a way no matter what.