Motion City Soundtrack, y'all get it.
I've been holding myself back from the edge of an anxiety attack for the entirety of my class today. I still have a project to finish and a 4 and a half hour shift that I know is going to be busy.
I keep forgetting how hard this class is for me. Its preparation for the internship we need to get in order to graduate from our program. I've noticed a trend this year that whenever anything is brought up around the future and job prospects I'm suddenly reeling myself in from an anxiety attack. I can feel my chest tighten, and my limbs weigh themselves down.
I still have work to do. I still have more to do.
Time can't pause just because I can't move with it.
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