I'm Not Quoting an MCR Song for a Post Title Even if It is Perfect. It's Too Corny, Even for Me

The song in question is I'm Not Okay. 

I've been doing my best. Life's been rough. The landlord still sucks. I'm behind on submitting stuff. Finally got the fire under my ass to get real medical help. Doesn't mean its exactly possible. We ball. 

In the interest of holding on, here's the good things that have happened this week and will happen:

• Got yelled at by all my roommates about how to get medicated. This sounds harsher than it was. It was honestly just nice to feel supported and have all the stories of my roommates who are all on various kinds of medications for mental stuff
• Told the roommates about the unrequited crush situation. I feel lighter for it. Turns out I'm also not the only roommate going through that specifically. Solidarity in misery or something  
• Best friend figured out who the unrequited crush is. It's nice to have the extra layer of understanding without having to have spoken it into the world. 
• I now own MCRs Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge on CD! and I've got a CD of Motion City Soundtracks Commit This To Memory in delivery. I've already listened to the Three Cheers CD twice over. 
• Finished and submitted my project for Tuesday on time. I feel pretty proud of what I made. 
• Finally bought a guitar strap for the new guitar. My choir roommate says its the most shoe looking guitar shes ever seen. Shes not wrong. It's pretty silly. 

Trickshot does really look like a shoe

• Learned about the Power Chord. Technically I've been knowing about it, but I've finally realized what it is and just how common it is in songs. Hell yeah learning moment
• Haircut next thursday! I've never known if the 30 dollar haircut meme was supposed to refer to an expensive or a cheap haircut. I would kill for a $30 haircut in this economy. I found this girl who does $24 haircuts because shes a hairstyling student. I'm pretty hopeful about it, and shes hyped about cutting my hair too it seems. 
• I made my moms spaghetti sauce for the first time. It was my first time trying to make one of my moms recipes. It turned out pretty good. It tastes like home. I should call my mom.  
• Going to a local show tonight. I'll be showing up late because I have a class that ends 30 minutes after doors open, and it takes a hour to get there from campus, but there'll still be 3 hours of show by the time I get there, so I'll be having a good time. More to come on that.
• Finally fixed my favourite pants. There was a hole in the back of the thigh that had a temporary fix that was starting to tear more. Finally patched it. I also managed to almost rip off one of the belt loops, which has also been quickly fixed. I'm hoping that one stays put for awhile.  

My 3rd attempt at Sashiko